| I feel like writing. I don't care WHO if anyone reads this. It needs to be said. So basically, alot's gone on. Changes have been made in my life. I've lost and gained friends. Honestly, I like my new ones better. I joined the gym again. Whoop. I'll be super H-O-T HOT by the time Beach Within Reach comes. =] Personal relationships are lame. I don't even know where Robert and I are anymore. All I know is I miss him terribly. My band's doing well. Speaking of which, I love those boys. Seriously, they mean so much to me. I'd be either. A) Dead. or B) on the next bus to the big apple if it wasn't for them. I've never cried because I've laughed to much until I met Chad (Mr. Cuddles) and Elio (DumDum.) They've made it possible. I smile so much more because of them. Matter of fact, I'm celebrating Valentine's Day with them. =] I get to be their "girlfriend" for the day. We're supposedly going to dinner. They're paying. (I hope.) Haha. Well, I could go on the longest rant about those two. They complete me! =] If I could marry both of them I would, but I can't so I won't marry either. I'm pleased to say I've gotten closer to God. I'm reading the bible more often, and I'm actually enjoying being at church. I love to help people now. I'm changing. This year will be different. I know it will. I can't wait until I'm up at the highschool. It'll be the biggest party ever. I seriously want to move to New York. Anyone wanna come? |
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| Xanga died right? D: I miss xanga. I have alot to say...But what's the point if no one reads eh? |
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| SUCKS!
EIGHTH GRADE SUCKS! I guess things would be better if Mark was still around. He was a blast...I miss him so bad. So anyways, I wasted my halloween watching Reed lose their own homecoming game. Why? Because I don't break promises. So afterwards, I went trick or treating with Spencer and Callie...Ran into a couple of kids I know. Today was crazy...College day...Teachers were all over me about how I want to go to an ivy league school. I apparently have my hopes up. I'm making a ninety-eight in Algreba...Not bad. :] I blew my stupid all region mock audition. Tomorrow, I emcee the pep rally. GAY GAY GAY! I've lost twenty pounds...And I don't plan on gaining weight over the winter. Hurricane Harbor's coming up kids. :] Being popular sucks...Having to get along with all the jocks sucks...Having to try to make myself look good every day sucks...Having to live up to people's expectations SUCKS. I don't care if I dissapoint them anymore...I don't care at all. Screw popularity. I know who my friends are. I know who my enemies are, but more importantly, I know who my FAKE friends are. |
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| I haven't updated in forreeeveeerrr D: Sorry guys
So, the myspace army take over or what?
Life's going swell...I saw the man I adore this weekend...And I couldn't be happier ^__^ |
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